happy belated abah's day!

although it might be a bit too late for the wish. well, here goes! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO EVERY DADDY, PAPA, ABAH, ABUYA, ABI, MAMU, et cetera et cetera.

walaupun untuk sebenarnya, aku tak tahu pun bilakah Hari Bapa yang sebenarnya. mulankehiya aku ingat, pada haad minggu kedua. tiba tiba, ahad minggu ketiga Jun pula. entah. apa apa pun, sayangilah insan bergelar ayah. kerana dia yang memberi kita kehidupan. walau teruk mana pun, sekurangnya, kita masih ada bapa.

aku ada berblog rasanya, tentang bapa, pada masamasa ini juga. dan its not my place to advise and give talk about how u shd value father and all. tapi trust me, ada bapa lagi best! someone to dedicated ur success to. someone yg akan sentiasa look out for u, so u'll always feel safe. someone to guide u.

hm. someday, aku akan jadi juga bapa. dan aku akan cuba menjadi bapa terbaik. PALING TERBAIK, untuk anak anakku. till then, aku akan berusaha keras untuk mendapat hidup mewah, bagi ibuku, familiku, and anak anak ku kelak. whoa! talk abt much much future plan. haha.

buat abahku, Mohd Hanafiah B. Othman, semoga dia berbahagia dan diredhai di sana, bersama adik adikku. al Fatihah untuknya.

those people handling it like shit!

sorry to say this, but then, i just found out, my application of college suddenly dapat kolej lain. i was in kolej Lekir, currently, but then, when checked, i suddenly got my place in Tuah college. while i dont really hate Tuah, well, i have been in the same college, the same "tingkat", for one and a half year now.

knowing uitm's staff, well i probably shouldnt be mad. at this time of year, benda2 ni, biasa aje. but seriously, kalau betul pun, with the course registration pun have problems. what are those people doing there? and insentive makanan. it really is a necessity. since it can help us, real much. the rules said in order to register that incentive, we have to register the college first. but HOW am i supposed to do that, when i cant even register the college?

i dont want to be soo mad, but they are treating the students like well, shits. i can of course, not applying for the college. stay luar. but i dont want to be burdening my mom. poor her. she's got too much on her mind, already.

again, i want to say, if those in uitm want to use online system, well, do practise it well. if not, serious kate, ia hanya akan menyusahkan.

Poker Face.

Kenapekah?!

aku begitu marah, sebab dah dua kali terpedaya. kenapa ada yang suka letak default pic mereka, gamabar yang hawt, padahal, in real life, tk lah hawt mane.

no, dont gt me wrong. aku okay dengan semua orang. segenap lapisan masyarakat. yang tak okaynye, kenapa perlu gambar orang lain, di profil. bila diminta ym, dipaksa tunjuk, yang sebetulnya, mengecewakan. aku taklah berharap akan Famous Celebrity bagiku. kerna aku sendiri tidaklah se"gah" mane.

tapi, sekurang kurangnya, do have a gut. letak gamba sendiri. aku salute orang yang edit. walaupun bukan gamba the reeal thing, at the very least it still shows, real thing. dari yang clearly dah letak gamba orang lain. and claimed to be him.

dan, frankly, soalan tu patut berbalas semula. KENAPA ADA YANG MASIH TERPEDAYA DENGAN TIPU HELAH LAPUK NIE? haha. i guess routine ku dah caught up to me.

;)

Rain On My Parade.

yeap.
it was raining. fromkhamis, jumaat, and even today. and so does my heart. tklah my heart. im doing fine. hell. im doing great. having fun all the time, kat rumah. makan ditaja. keluar bila suka. that's what i love, being in KL.

"Biarpun kau begitu, hanya kaulah destinasiku...Kuala Lumpur".

the only rain is, well, my result, i guess. it's going down like hell. tak best. langsung tak best. macam kata Fazrul, "at least ko still DL, kan". tapi, entahla. aku bersyukur. SANGAT, SANGAT bersyukur. tapi jatuh yang teruk. almost 0.3. banyak jatuhnya. its not the "title" that im after. bukan bualan orang jugak. tapi, aku perlukan ini. untuk ibuku. familiku. adikku.

tapi, yang bestnya, aku dapat lihat result ku bersama Fikry. walaupun, entah. ia tak seperti yang ku harap lagi. mungkin tradisi ini tak perlu lagi, untuk sem hadapan. tapi, yang bestnya lagi. sebelum melihat result, aku sempat lagi berjalan bersama Shariman. dapat satu baju kemeja, and seluar. and it cost less. hee. and i can get to use my mic and earphone. and i got to taste that new KFC. unfortunately, tklah sampai mandi hujan pun. haha.

dan, setelah penat dan mahu mandi, Fikri telefon. dan kami pun pergi ke tempat lepak lama kami, CC Adam (di mana kami membesar. haha). and aku mendapat kejutan. entah. i guess aku dah terlampau biasa dengan Good result. mulai ini, aku perlu ~

a)humble
b)tak kisah orang nak kate ape.
c)BELAJAR, BELAJAR, DAN BELAJAR
d)dan BELAJAR tanpa tunggu last minute.

as the night still young, suddenly there's a plan of us, (Mel, Fikry and I) to go to club. haha. wanting to shake things off, aku pun tagged along. and it is HAPPENING. after not being there for almost 5 months, i guess. and i have fun. LOTS of fun. with Fikry, and Mel aje. and even though we're running late, but it was still hip and happening, and cool. and i met this young eighteen. sorry dude. but im over all this.

as we're heading home, kami berlepak di Barakah. and berjumpa rakan rakan Fikry. i guessed, memang dia dah moved on. and it is good for him. best juga lepak bersama mereka. cumanya, well, mereka adalah those yang cakap saja. jadi, tahan tahan je lah. dan 5.41 pagi, barulah ku tiba di rumah. PENAT!

Result DAH Kua!!

And i AM freaking out!
Here I am, standing in front of my Auntie's computer. The full access to UiTM.edu, and I don't know. Maybe I am just FREAKING scared that I will not excel, this sem.

Usually, I will watched the result, together with my Bestiest, Fikri.
But he is away now, leaving me, all alone. Kesian juga pada dia. Excident. Nose Bleeding. "Acap, aku xcident mlm semalam. Teruk k. Smue pun teruk. Aku bedarah hidug, Yiq terseliuh . . .bla bla". Begitula mesej berbunyi.

Poor him.
Tapi aku masih perlukan seseorang untuk lihat bersama sama. Dan berkongsi, KEDUKAAN, atau Kegembiraan. Mungkin Mell. Atau Shariman.

And mungkin esok.
Takut!! Doakan aku, semua!

;)

.Not at Home, Again ;(

Well, once again, I was at other people's house.
Now, it's my auntie's turn, here in Taman Cemerlang, Taman Melati.

The purpose?
To five pieces of advises for my cousin, who practically does not want to do anything. He has been to Institut Professional Baitulmal (of which I should be going), and fled away, and earlier this year, enrolled in KPM Sri Iskandar, Perak. Again, he fled. Now he was not doing anything except staying at home, daydreaming and getting out.

And I was suppose to help him. How? THAT is a question I can not even answer myself. I mean, here I am, all blonde, not doing anything, and basically just not the one to give advises. HOW CAN I?!

Haha.
But I am here, now. And will be here till Thursday, I guess. So I might as well have fun. At least tried to.

;)

Late That Nyte.

After like, weeks spending timeless, hopeless days at home, well, the Boringness is getting to me. Well, who could be blamed, then? Orang yang tak mahu ambil aku kerja, atau aku sendiri yang tak berusaha bersungguh sungguh, atau keadaan?

Aku tak tahu, dan in truth, tak peduli. Cuti bagiku, adalah cuti. Extra pocket money would be fine, tapi, aku lebih mahukan pengalaman. Bekerja sebagai promoter, hmm. It's basically what I have done. Dont get me wrong. Aku menyukai kerja sebegitu. Cumanya, it is the experience I wanted. Mintak CiMB pun direject. Pengalaman gimana sih?

Sudahnya, apa yang aku buat, rutin harian (dan mingguan) ku adalah,

a)Bangun di kala 10 pagi, atau 11 pagi, atau 12 tengah hari.
b)Terus buka Chiko ku, dan beronline sampai 2, 3 petang.
c)Mandi kerana Zohor hampir sampai kemuncaknya.
d)Zati dan Si Mawas pada jam 4.30ptg.
e)Arianna dalam Matahari jam 6.30 ptg.
f)Malamnya, keluar atau menonton TV lagi.

Itulah rutinku.
Tapi ku gembira. Sekurangnya, masa di rumah lebih best. Haha.

Tapi bukan rutin bosan aku mahu story. Tapi berita gembira aku mahu kongsi.
Semalam, setelah berDanau Kota bersama Mel, dan Jiha yang as always, Beautiful dan Alice, aku pun online.

Rakan Ym ku untuk dua tahun (atau lebih) beritahu, result UiTM officially akan di announce, 11hb. Tapi, secara unofficially nya, aku boleh suruh rakanku itu check.
Tapi aku takut, adakah ia akan seperti dahulu? Mungkinkan aku kan jatuh? Ku beranikan diri dan beri number Matrix. Dan.

"Ape yang saya boleh kata, Tahniah!"

YEAY!! Bkan niatku untuk takabbur, tapi aku betul2 mahukannya. Untuk ibuku. Untuk kewangan ku. Untuk masa depan ku. Tapi that as far as it goes. Untuk result sebetulnya, ku masih menunggu seperti rakan rakan lain.

Apa apa pun, A VERY HUGE THANK YOU to DANIEL TEGISUKI. As for yourself, dont worry, it would turn out better, after this. Selempang kuning hanyalah sekadar selempang.