misery, all over.

Salve! (Hello, in Italy).

Lots has happened since the last update. More or less, im still the same ashraf, yes. but the memories that has taken place, throughout the entire week, will live forever.
first, the trip to bangsar, yet again for me. which i rewarded myself bit of 'tattoo' and little grocery.

then, on wednesday, I received two bad news. first, about my granny. apparently, she has some accidents, a serious one, that my mom decided to come back to our hometown. second, the application for the scholar, has been rejected, just like that. my feeling, toward both incidents, are rather undefined.

next, the night of thursday,and friday, came the withdrawn plans. for both of the night. honestly, I wasnt really excited about both nights. but, cant help but feel bit sad about it. as for friday, well, it was good, that I can be high all over in Andalus. but in singlet, that's not really a sight to be seen, and to be shown.

saturday came, and it was quite a disaster. yea, the pillow fight was entertaining, and the Flowers are, too. but, at the end of it, lots of drama suddenly burst through. first with the pump station, next with the shitty cats. and frankly, after all those fun, and drama, I believe it IS time for me to take a time off. and realized that, I still have a granny to be prayed for, and my world to crawl back into. after all, at least, it won't hurt so much in that small, dreamy world of mine.

“We are inconsolable at being deceived by our enemies and betrayed by our friends, yet still we are often content to be thus served by ourselves.”, (François de la Rochefoucauld, French classical author, 1613-1680).

I guess, in a way, it relate so much to me. xo.

Ramadhan 'al Mubaraq.

People, shout out! Whoa!
Been like forever since I last updated this site, or any of that matters. Almaklum, busy dan tiada Internet connection di Malacca ini. But I'm here now. Hah!

Hm. It's that time of the year, again. Ramadhan. I always love it. It's like, my entire self is being cleanse up. The Tarawih, the Fasting, the Mood itself. Yay! OK, talk about being Ustaz. Haha. Well, lots has being going on. People knowing the real me, getting in a 'silent' fight with the room mates, stepping down from KOMED, befriended with Dhaus, one that I got into fight. Lots more. It is true, what people said. Words are soo much easier said than done.

Well. It IS the First Day of Ramadhan. It was a bit weird, the first day of Ramadhan, in Malacca, without My Lovely Mom. Hm. No matter. I will still be coming home, next week. Can't wait for the Merdeka Holiday.

What's more on me for the past weeks? Well, nothing much. Thursday, went to Sagil, Gunung Ledang. It was a beautiful waterfall. Thanks classmates for such joyful day. I am over responsibilities, now. About to take TWO Economy Test next week, and just enjoying what little beauty of my life. Least, I still have Azzah to be thankful for.

As for the Ramadhan, I would like to wish all, a very Happy Ramadhan. May this year's Fasting Month turned us up for the better. And may we will be a better person, in days to come. Thousand apologies for everything. May the Fast will be worthful and blessed by Him.

.Special Site for My Friends.

Mel.
*I missed you. A Very Good Luck in the LAST week of your Internship. Nok! Habis dah kau, kan. Haha. Congrats! I always knew you'd pull through. Bersabar menunggu aku Jumaat depan, ya?

Koben.
*Be strong. I've come to know you, for more than a year now. We've come SOO much together. I knew e had our differences, but I love you as a friend. a Best friend. And I knew you will pull through, too. Hold on, there. There's reason for everything. Chaiyox2!