Bits of Old Memoirs.

Last Friday.

It was sort of a reunion Day. Well, at first, it just started with a usual Friday Prayer. Pretty Boring, even though it was just my second day in KL. Well, I was getting bored by spending all day at home, doing nothing.

Hahah.

So, my plan, for me and Shariman to go savoring that ABC at Kenanga we’re so craved about. As she texted Fikri, in no time, Fikri has arrived, and after a quick (well, not so quick, lah) change, there we were, at Pavilion. It was just like last year. During these times.

We even went to Carl’s. Of first I experienced with Mel and Kobby, last year. We even had a crazy photo shoot. Take a look at the pictures. It is CRAZY! Anyhow, ingatkan the excitement dah habis. But, as we’re reaching home, Mel texted. And suddenly, there we were, at Alibi’s.

At first, it was weird. We haven’t talked for soo long. Mel and I. in a way, I was quite hurt. But, as he willing to let it go, well, I might as well go along je. So, there we were. Alibi’s. At Setiawangsa. Yang kami tak pernah lepak. Shisha lagi. Best. And then, came Rahman, and his brother. Yang aku lupe nama die. Then, Hanaffy. After a while it was getting pretty hot. Semua pun dah merepek. Shisha effect, kot.

And, just then, I saw my old friend, from PLKN dulu. Aku tahu dia duduk Setiawangsa. Wan Hakimi tak silap nama dia. Tapi dia tak ingat aku. Sedih.

After, datanglah Syafiq Izwan and the gang. Iqbal. Aizat Azlan. Muaz. Setiawangsa School Reunion. Hahah.

11 o’clock, the party’s over. It was weird though. The feelings. Seeing old friends. Haha. Well, pictures said it best. So, lihatlah.


Bye Bye 3rd Semester

It's over now.

The Final. The Tension.

Lots has been happening since the last post.

Tak taw nak start dari mane. Well, aku dah berada kat KL sekarang. The place that I once favor. But, after having been here for a while, Gosh. The Blankness and Boringness started taking its toll.

I tried Jobhunting, but the result was rather bad.

Tak dapat pun mane mane.

So, after my last paper, I did not go back, just yet.

Deep in my heart, there's a thing, I wish I would do. Least before the sem's over.
But I dd not get to do it. Which was, for me, a good thing, actually.

So there I was, at my room mate's auntie's house, in OZANA IMPIAN, Malacca. Till Wednesday. The house was fully ours, since his aunt was a teacher and would probably spent the whole day teaching.

The stay was rather good, either. We jogged at Taman Botanikal, watch movies at MBO (not going there, again), and the best part, I even bought my mom a skarf, for Mother's Day.

Well, after 5 months, the sem's over now.
I could only hope the result would turn out good.

:)

.One More to Go.

Yeay~!!
Public relations is SOO last semester. Haha. Now, I am almost there, almost reaching Semester 4, and almost leaving all the past memories behind.

The paper was this morning, of which, tak dapat tidur dengan nyenyak, worrying sick about apekah yang bakal ditanya, susahkah soalan yang bakal keluar, masukkah apa yang aku baca ni, blah, blah. . .

Then came this morning. 6.30am. Bangun pagi, selepas hanya 3 jam lebih tidur, Subuh, dan terus kembali menelaah. Gila~!

Akhir minit belajar, tak kan semuanya akan masuk. Aku tak terlepas. Benci.
Tapi, semua dalam semua, agak berpuas hati. It went, hurmm, bittersweet.

Yang penting, tak sabar bercuti. Jumaat yang bakal menjelang, lagi EMPAT hari, dan aku akan free. FREE. haha. Oh, mungkin Isetan, Parkson, atau Estee Lauder bakal menantiku. Mungkin. But for now, I am sick of trying to be nice, when all of people wanted to do is Hurt. and No More.

Right Now, and Right Here, straight after KOMED is over, I am going to be SOO free, and to Hell with others. I tried to be the best person I could be, if you cannot live with that, then Sorry.

:(

p/s - (Kenapelah aku tulis benda merepek nie. Environment di Library UiTM kot. Haha. Tapi, memang gembira, now that PR is over).

Sisa Semester 3 di UiTM.

Final, Final.

Semua orang pun tengah pening berFinal Exam. As for me, entahla. Semester ni, macam tak semangat, tak excited, tak best, tak confident. Ia bukanlah sesuatu yang bagus untuk dikatakan, tapi, entahla.

Pertama, Usaha. kemudian, baru Tawakal. Tapi, entahlah. CTU a.k.a Islam dan Komunikasi, ynag mana semester ini adalah yang terakhir, yang patutnya boleh buat yang terbaik, pun, ala Kadar saja.

Tapi, apa2 pun, aku mengharapkan yang terbaik. Insya Allah.

Esok, aku akan kembali ke Melaka. Menghabiskan sisa kertas exam. Dan menghabiskan sisa tugas sebagai Naib Setiausaha 2 KOMED, harapnya.

Banyak yang sudah berlaku, sejak aku last update blog ini. Tapi entahla. Untuk aku mengingati sendiri, pun begitu banyak.
Contoh manusia yang Lemah Ingatan ---> Ashraf Hafizuddin.

Cinta yang Kembali Bersemarak, Suka yang Baru Diputik, Menjadi 20 tahun, Sepuluh hari yang lalu, Cinta Pada yang Betul, Modelling Session, StoryBoard dan Grafik yang TAK menjadi, dan macam macam lagi.

For Jiha, I seriously like you, although we JUST met.

Semua itu, dalam lipatan Part 3. Dalam sejarah semester April 2009. Harapanku, Moga Penghujungnya adalah Bagus, dan Menarik, dan Ada Something REALLY GREAT, out of all this.

:P

Everlasting Friendship.

That's what I like to think about my relationship with Mel. MY BESTIEST~!! He was the One person I care most, after My Family. He and Fikry.

He was the last one for me to be talking, before I went off to Malacca, last week.\
He was the first one for me to be seeing, straight after I arrived in KL, somewhere around two months ago.

He's the Best- EST Bestiest.

It all has gone to ashes, though.
My fault. He was asking me, practically dragging me, to go to Green Box Karaoke.
But. I wasn't in the mood.

Humm.

Plus, with Public Relation and Journalism Paper, coming up.
And tomorrow's Photoshoot for KOMED. Means I have to go bck early. Means no KL- time for me.

Sigh.

That's the price I have to pay.

Again, THOUSANDS, THOUSANDS, THOUSANDS, apologize for Badrul Muzzamil.
This is the only way I kne how to reach him.

:)

YOU REALLY, REALLY ARE, THE BESTEST BUDDY~!!!!

.Last Week is the Hectic-est Week.

Two down, several more to go.
Assignment is due among the last weeks of study, of course.

And of course, the principle "Last Minute Work is The Best Work". Well, not necessarily, but that's what been practiced, by me myself.

Now that FesComm and Photo Gallery is over, things have been,less stressful for me.
But then, lots has happened since the last time this blog is updated. My brother was involved in accident, and I myself has just had my share of the same thing, last night.

Everything went so fast, and next thing I knew, I had already reach Masjid Tanah. It was like, the accident never happened. But the pain, Gosh. Now i knew, how does the four young students of Tuah, UiTM Melaka felt.

The incident taught me lots. But then, have we ever really take lesson, out of this? Hurhmm.

In the love side, well, I have develop feelings toward 5 persons. (Boleh tak 5 orang sekali. Haha.)

Tapi, it's just feelings, lah.

For days to come, presentations and assignments is on the way.

Hopefully, I would do my best, this semester, too.

:P

I Dont Know

Kenapa lah aku masih mengharap? Single? And all these while. . .

Entahlah. Just, aku tak perlukan seorang yang bernama teman, for now.
Well, peliklah.

Dulu, "Kita ni ape?", "Would you be My Love?", "Xpelah, macam terpaksa je".
Sekarang, "Sory, busy tadi", "Fahamlah, ade event, study, bla bla. .",

Aku cakap bukan pasal diri aku, (je), but almost everyone pernah rasa. Bukan nak mintak simpati. Bukan nak jaja cerita. Bukan nak undang gaduh. Tapi, dah memang itu endingnya.

Walaupun "I don't know", aku still in a relationship, and aku tahu and aku sedar tu.
Tapi bagi parti lain, mungkin, "Aku dah single sekarang. Boleh buat apa aku mahu".


Aku menunggu waktu. Untuk sendiri. Untuk gembira lagi. Lama rasanya dah tak ketawa seikhlasnya, dan segirangnya. Jika aku tahu dan boleh ubah, inilah situasi yang akan berlaku.

Q: "Kita ni ape?", "Would you be My Love?", "Xpelah, macam terpaksa je".

A: "Kita kawan je. Not more than that. Sorry", "Humm, takpelah. I choose to be on my own, alone". "Dari menipu, lebih baik berterus terang".

Jahatkah dengan I don't know?
Hurhmm.

I just... Don't Know.