zwei.

okay, thats two, in german, or deustch. *and it is pronounced 'doish'. go figure! haha.

that is among what i had picked these two months. well, shah alam has been, hectic, as what i had imagined it to be. but during these two months, much has i picked. i learned german. i met my new classmates. i learned what Journalism is all about. and then, theres cute little friends, along the way. shah alam is hectic, no doubt. i missed melaka. lendu. lekir. but, this is my choice. degree. shah alam. meranti. oh, and then some. i am now, an offical class rep, of MC 221 3C. with that, yeah, come responsibility. bigg responsibility. and with that, too, comes drama, no doubt. i have had my fair shares. that makes me think, as the saying goes.

"no matter where you go, the situation will always be the same. the drama will always be there. different is, the people, the actors. and that you just has to play along."

and play along is what exactly i am going to do. after all, six weeks have passed. another eight weeks to go. then its a four months holiday, cant wait! <3

*what UiTM Shah Alam looks like*

*and this, is S & T tower. for engineering faculty.

;)

'Aidiladha Festivities.

Its the time of the year, again.

Aidiladha, this year, falls on 17 November, 2010. Wednesday.

During this time, Muslims would gives, and contribute together. This contribution may be seen through the process of 'melapah'. I am a bit ashamed, since I myself as never done it. But, I still like to observe, every now and then. And for me, it does not matter how tasty the food is, how much Qurban you are willing to sacrifice, and how many friends' house you are visiting. The most important thing is to be with your family. and I am happily reporting, that I am happy, here in Keramat. With my loving family. My great 52 years old mom. My older 23 years brother, and my youn ger 19 years old brother. Now there may seems gaps between us. And we do not really talk a lot. But, I am glad they are here. As should everyone in the world. Just be happy that you are blessed with your families. Appreciate them. Never take them for granted. With this, here goes my wish!

'Salam Aidil Adha 1431 Hijrah.'

May Happiness and Joys Will Always Be With Us!

Cheers for a Delightful Day Ahead!

xx

goodbyes.

Bye.

simply saying it would be sad enough. and to actually deal with it? yeah. it is hard.

however, if there is no goodbyes, then there will be no hellos.

and truth is, we cant always live in that safe secluded spaces. there comes a time, you just have to let something go.

well, here's a goodbye to Lendu, Alor Gajah. this place has obviously made me, and shape me into who i am, now.

three years, and LOTS has been picked up.

lecturers, classmates. levelmates. blockmates.

;]

Updates, updates.

hell, its been months.

well, lots has been goin on.

first, i am goin to grad these november, presumably by 13th, officially.

second, the pre graduation dinner and pre graduation lunch.

third, the EXPO - Fiesta Komunikasi 2010 - the one i am in Mass Comm line, for.

all in all, it has been an exhausted times of my lives.

but i am glad i have my lovelies, families and all those supports from everyones.

lotsa loves.

;)

Islam - History of Islamic Education, Aims and Objectives of Islamic Education

misfortunes all over

;[
it all happens so fast. one minutes, i was happily checking all trhe animals, the next thing i knew, the car got wreck. just like that.

and apparently, its not the only thing i have to face, throughout the semester's break. first, the kantoi. next, the scholar rejection. not forgetting, granny's not well. mom's car get wrecked. and now, this? seriously, i thought i had gained my strength. i am looking for better days. am looking for a little, celebration, in fact. but, the accident? well, it changes everything. i am now wearing clothes that already felt itchy since i cant go back home, since mom doesnt allow me to. and becoming real uncomfy at others' houses. and have to get ready and packing my stuffs for next sem begiinoing, hell, in monday.

i know, people may thing i bragged. but seriously, im not. i wonder, how does a stright a's (well, not straight, but doing good and keeping up) student, get stuck with all these? is this the price that i have to pay for the success? or is this is some kind of payback for my sin? as Muslim, yes, i believe in Qada' and Qadar. but at times, things just seems so much, SO much so that dead, seems like the best solution. maybe it is. hell. i dont know.

in less than two days, we'll be in 2010. it was suppose to be a new year, a new resolution, a new beginning. frest start. but, im still caught in yesterdays' issues. am still caught in same emotions. my wish? well, as for things to turn out if not better, well, slightly okayed, than all this.

'tis the season to be jolly

.books that REALLY served well.

.Santa, and Snowman.

.This Little reindeer, is my personal touch.

well, its two days before Christmas. not that I celebrated it, but all the excitement, the reds, the whites, the Santa, the snow (obviously, this is the best part about christmas. sadly, there's none here. sigh), the warmth feel, and the fact that its Christmas itself. this all equal to one thing, JOY.

I believed, I had gone through my dark moments, if not just a while ago. but, thanks to Mitch Albom's Five People You Meet In Heaven, I cheered up, if not much. I know now, that everyone's connected, and not one person should feel that they're meaningless. And that everyone's path crossed, and that sometimes, in order for one to live a life, others has given theirs, instead. In a way, that little book has brought me back my confidence.

And the fact that I am now Fully-Licensed. Hah! That's also help.

And that it is CHRISTMAS! forgive and forget, one might say. As for me, I am happy, just to have the holiday. though, the sight of Santa wouldn't hurt.