.excitement.

in about 5 hours, i'll be getting my 1st driving class. i dont even know why am i writing this thing of. but well, i'd be glad to look back and say, "owh, here's me, way before knowing how to drive".

to be frank, i dont even know very much about cars. i even asked my mel, wats a handbrake. go figure.

anyhoo. i hope dat it'll be so much easier than i thought. it'd be busy though. as it'll go straight from tomorrow till thursday. thursday, is khamis, ryte? (owh god! its almost 3, dats y im so fuckin blur, well, im blur in nature, also..)

today, had been great though. family thingy. of course, when i say family, i only mean me and my mom. my younger bro, dat's typical of him. n my older bro, now, i dont need to tell it.

i just fuckin wish dat, after all dat i've done, mom wud realize it. n even rewarded me with sth. a motorcycle wud be nice. but nope. i just have to go to all troble. u'd say dat, no, the "bersamamu" era is way over. kids nowadays always, ALWAYS got wat they wanted.

then there's me. who had, as one of my uitm's colleague once said, been thru a lot. like hell i did. i was forced to walk to school, for 5 years, with dirts and muds. i didnt got any mobile till i was 18, and that was the one that had been stolen, that was. on top of that, i did not even got a chance to say sorry for my father.

not that i want to sound discontented here, but, it seems, my brother got it all. motorcycle. handset, way before i even got mine. yeah2. there are lots of people facing waytoo much trouble than mine. but still...
sometimes, no, make dat most of da times, i wish dat i'd not be here. not even existed. then, all this problems wont come. but then, i couldnt even think my life without KL!! i'd be DEAD!!
well, one's gotta face obstacles in order to gain benefits. or so they said...